I think I've just found Carb-land

For the past hour I have been debating whether or not to update my ‘Journal’ and show the world what I ate today.... It’s not pretty; it’s seriously carb-o-riffic!

But I *promised* to myself to take this blog seriously, and I don’t break my promises.

I woke up today as you know, feeling pretty crappy... queue ‘comfort food.’
I searched the cupboard, and came across my first eat of the day... Weight Watchers Nan Bread, I’ve never tried it before so thought, why not, it’s only Weight Watcher bread, what’s the harm?

(1.5 points each)

Well, Jesus I unleashed a monster, I drank some water while I ate standing up at the Kitchen counter reading some magazines, it filled me over for a while, until my stomach started rumbling. My brain gives me away to my stomach... Brain: ‘Psssst Helen has not had any breakfast, take advantage’

So it did, queue the next eat of the day... a Fish Finger sandwich, I never craved it until I was searching the freezer (the fridge was empty and there was bread in the cupboard)

And now the worse eat of the day... I live at home so basically when it is a day away from grocery shopping day, we eat whatever there is to survive. Normally I would buy my own foods to eat but to be honest, I’m uberly skint right now I can’t even afford food (Sad but true fact) plus I was in ‘comfort-zone’

I ate around 4 slices of garlic bread and around two handful of some oven chips..

Now that I’m about to press ‘publish’ I feel like I’ve let myself down. For the past few days I have been stalking following, healthy-eating and Weight Watcher blogs, taking *inspiration* from everyone and wishing that it was me, eating well and exercising, but most importantly, *enjoying* it, wanting to get on my walking shoes and go out walking or go the gym (my worst nightmare)
I feel like a failure today and it’s really not doing anything for my mood. I know I’m at a setback point in my Weight Watcher journey, but I’m afraid I get too comfortable in this zone.

However I will not cry about this, I will wake up tomorrow and I will do something different to change it, because well, I’m the only one who possesses the power to do so. NO MORE EXCUSES.

I will let you know how I do tomorrow, wish me luck that I have a better day..

Oh crap, I just remembered its Weigh-In day as well...

Thanks for reading...

Helen.xo